Decisions

All of our decisions lead to something.  It can change the path we are currently on to go in a new direction.  I am not one that does well with big decisions.  I over analyze and think through every scenario before making a decision.  I then second guess myself after the decision has already been made.  I'm a perfectionist and it creates a huge dilemma when dealing with decisions.

I have many decisions that I have to make soon and I'm stuck on what to do.  One is my job.  I absolutely love my job but I am not loving the b.s. that goes along with it.  I am currently the social worker over an elementary school-based health center but I have been asked that due to budget cuts to also work at the high school school-based health center.  Increase in pay for additional work??? Nope, budget cuts!  I enjoy the time off and the work that I do but do I really want to work more for the same if not potentially less money??  Kind of a crappy deal if you ask me!  Social work is a calling but I still have bills to pay!  The good news is that I have all summer to decide what I am going to do.  Still sucks though.  :(

UGH!!!